Tests

In life everyone goes through many tests; emotional tests, spiritual tests, and of course the mental tests. Growing up you learn from your parents how to handle all these tests, as well as friends and teachers and peers. When a test arises in your future, you most likely are going to take it the way you were taught to take it, which may not be the easiest or best way to do so. When it comes to emotional tests I am always thrown a curveball with anger. I have no idea how to react to someone who is angry other than be their mirror; I react in anger as well. The energy that is being thrown at me is incomputable, and pure raw emotion. I can be honest in saying much work needs to be done on my reaction times. Tests create results. Results are your proof that you're doing good or you're doing bad (but neither one is better, duality put aside). Through these results we can decide whether our technique needs improvement, or if it is perfect the way it is. If you are closed to change, good things may happen, but the flow will wash over you, and you may drown. If you are open to change, the flow takes you with it, and you are able to swim up stream easily and effortlessly. How you take these tests is all a choice; if you forget your pencil I'm sure someone is there to help you find one. Don't be afraid to ask for help on your test (all of what we learned in school aside, sometimes you NEED help, even if you studied). We never know what's going to be on the test, even if we have a study guide, or a gut feeling; The Devil is in the details. It all comes down to the moment; when you're in the present tense you realize what's actually going on. Once you can see where the currents are going to take you if you choose to react instantly or hang back and observe, your results will turn out based on the action you took to pass the test. Balance. Watch yourself. Watch others. Listen to yourself. Listen to others. It's all balance. The deep answers lie within you, unbury them and utilize them in the real world. Until next time, -Olivia

The Creator

He gave us gifts. Wether we choose to perform them or not is up to us. Theatre, singing, dancing, writing, speaking, leading. All of them are gifts from God. We are now allowing ourselves to take responsiblity for our lives; We are now taking the creative power within our hands. We take responsibility for our lives. We know what we are choosing. We are the decision maker now. God supports us in all of our decisions. Peace, love, gratitude, and joy. All One. All Present. All Life. Creation.

The Past

It's over But the lingering of the time well spent still exists By speaking of the past are we re-creating its existence? Can we let go of the memories and continue to still live on? The past is with us because we want to know what happened was real. Of course it was. Right? Or was it all one big dream? The movie of life continues to twist and turn it's way around the tracks Up, up, up and then the Big Finish Will I be coming back? Maybe. Who Knows. They say life is short. But HELL NAH. Heaven is eternal. Life is eternal. We are eternal beings. We can neither be created nor destroyed We just ARE. All That Is. The trees constitute our existence They don't have to ask the questions we do, though. They know they're real. Trees are Truth. The scar on my chest reminds me of the time I had a couple friends I was there, we did it, and it happened And now I'm here, and I'm doing it, and it's happeneing. All I want to do is hit the pause button. WE'RE GOING TOO FAST. It's all going to be over soon! I might as well enjoy the ride while I'm on it though. The present moment is the power moment The power moment decides your future moment Re-create the same perception, or let it go and allow the One to create for you.

Rooted

Survival of the fittest. Fight of flight. Rooted in the ground. Is there a better way than what our parents taught us? The search is over. We know the truth. The One Life wants us to survive. Offering opportunities. Accepting the doors that have opened. Releasing competition. Coming from a creative place and space. Aqquiring wealth. Colaborating energies twisting. Growing together, yet seperately at the same time. How can we eliminate the fears living through us without accepting them as our own? Healing. The World is for me. The World wants me to succeed. I am for me. I want me to succeed. Manifest destiny. That's what I'll do. And you, and you, and you... do you.

Mother Earth

Mother Earth. Creating the world outside. Owning our bodies. Not being owned by any force. Independent from All That Is. Yet in higher matrimony with God. Center of our galaxy. Are there more of her throughout space? Does her time exist the same in other dimensions? The answers can be revealed. Meditation. Creating a safe space inside my home. Fearful of leaving this vehicle. Death. Lingering around our time and space pretending to be real. We make it real. Reality come from within. Perception can be altered. Who’s perception is it anyway? The reflection we perceive is a representation of the One. Infinite. Light. Love. Death. Destruction. Chaos. Trust. Faith. Patience.

Flow

Flow. Innovation. Creativity. Writing. Putting words together to create an imaginative story. Pressure to perform for my audience. Force from the world to have my voice be heard. Wanting my voice to be heard. Attempting to find the right words to explain my perception. Needing money. Accepting money. Making money out of thin air. Positive affirmations. Rebirth. Death. Transformation. All That Is. Explaining that we are God. Using magic to create my world. The power lies within us. Being a female. Accepting male energy. Continuing forward. Re-creating everything in a positive way. Destroying creative blocks. Loving myself fully. Gaining knowledge. The ephaninies to remember, to attempt to explain. You can’t write it all down. Maybe I should go the other way. Create from within. Find my imaginative side and dream up a story that can collaborate with my life story, thus creating a fantasy. Focusing on my goals. Accepting the way I choose to create my life. Finding new directions. Making decisions. So many choices. Wanting to see all of my options. Disorder. Order. Calamity. Chaos. Listening to myself. Watching for the signs. Mother Earth. Gaia. Go this way. Believing in my creative power. Knowing that I am a famous writer. Accepting that I am a magnificent writer. Accepting that my voice NEEDS to be heard. . Accepting money for my voice. Appreciating my family. Appreciating life. Appreciating my gifts. Knowing where to begin. Deciding where to begin. I start here. I start now.

Control

Power lies within the Heart. Anybody can acess this Divine light, all they have to do is open their eyes. We are here to awaken from the illusion of our seperateness; our hearts are interwined with every person we have every loved; do not think for a second that this statement is false. Love is where we all came from, and the Heart is the Control center for love. It's where Time lies, it's where Space lies, it's where Life lies. The heart is what allows us to live, without its beating we would not be experiencing this. Our mind has control over our Heart, and we can choose who to love and who "not to" love. The Heart gives you everything you want and need in the external and internal world. It can create anything out of thin air if you just allow it to flow through you. The Heart is where Father Son and Mother Earth join together in their love affair; creating unity. The Heart is where music lies; keeping the rhythm of Time beatbeat beatbeat. Our Heart is a choice, just as our parents' we chose this lifetime is a choice, just as who we choose to love based on what we were taught about love is a choice. Once we recoginze the power of our mind, we can tap into our control system, heal what needs to be healed, and save what needs to be saved. We can choose to re-create our Hearts, making them beat slower, faster, in balance, or even to stop beating. Life is a choice, and Death is a decision. Home is where the heart is, and our home is our body.