Rebirth

I am in the flow. I am creating the flow. I am creating my thoughts. I am creating my world. What I see is what I’ve imagined, and what I’ve imagined is what I’m dreamed. The power that humans have is unlimited, yet we must always stay true to the One. We must show gratefulness to the energy source that created us. Loving one another. Accepting one another. We are a part of the whole; the quilt to life is continuing to be sown; the veil is lifting up. Rebirth. Indigo children are what we are called. The prophets created our coming. They imagined the day the Rapture would come, and it is so close. As we continue to work as a whole, re-creating everything in a positive light, shining our knowledge on all that are willing to absorb. Within 100 years, the story of Life that we are all creating will take a turn. Infinity is clear. Death is no longer real. Fear is replaced with love. Heaven is restored. The time is Now.

Lightheaded

As I open myself to the world, claiming that I am her property, the lighter I find my body. I am floating; suspended in the air, gliding through the darkness, and shining the light on all that is. I continue to create what is needed, and throw out what is not. My thought train is becoming less emptier with negative passengers; I am filled with positivity. The light in my head shines upon all who cross my path. The openness fills me with hope. Our home is soon to be restored. The pressure is being lifted off my shoulder; the creativity is flowing fluidly. I Am that I Am, I Am that I am.

The Web

The spider began to spin her web as soon as she was created. The first she created was based on instinct she was doing it correctly. She became confident when her web caught over fifty flies, but was saddened when the man came to the window seal with a dust bunny and shut her down. It didn't discourage her though, she realized the talent lied within her, and she could spin her web again anywhere she wanted, and that's what she did. Planted in the next window down, she spun her web once more and boy was she surprised when over 1000 files came to her. When you're caught in her web, you can only leave when she's ready to eat you up and digest you, or when she's ready to spit you out. Which one will she do? Who knows. Only the spider knows. To keep her creations alive, the spider lays her eggs where ever she goes, and continues to spin her web in each silhouette she passes. What is she actually doing for herself though besides existing? Is that the spider's job, to merely spin webs and watch as the flies smash into her home concocted perfectly for her to see them squander? Can she exist in other places? Can she create a web for her to gain more for herself besides the eating of the flies? The web continues to be created and destroyed, created and destroyed. Each time it is different, yet there are hints of its past life somewhere in there. The overwhelming feeling of creating only for it to be destroyed is what helps her spin the web in the first place; she loves the destruction of her web; it means she can start new again, and make it better with every strain. The creation is the tough spot. Finding the time and space for her to re-create a web is done on mere instinct and trusting that she will gain more this time.

Perfect Practice

Communication. Understanding. They are two in one. The unity consciousness is continuing to expand. I can feel the cuts going deeper, but the blood is flowing out faster, and the scar healing sooner. The process is continuing to manifest itself before my eye. The flower of life is blooming brighter than it has ever before. I am in the Present moment. I am playing the game in full force. Which is what we need to do. It's time for our actions to match our words. It's time to practice what we teach. The telepathic instances are becoming part of the fractile. The quilt is being sown, and the faces in the skys are becoming brighter with each breath. I can feel the end of an era at my peak, but there are a few more bumps to hurdle through. And that's exactly what we'll do. We'll feel the bumps, and heal the World. We are the prophets. We are here to restore Heaven. The time is now. I am one of many. I know more will come. Jesus is among us.

The World

Transformation. Reinvention. Recreating. Destroying of the Self. Looking at the past. Taking what is good. Understanding the only moment in Time and Space is Now. Gliding. Moving. Looking forward toward the change. Hitting the breaks. It's too fast. Can we slow it down? Where does Time lie? The heart beat. Bumpbump bumpbump. The end is near. Closer than we know, but farther away than we precieve it to be. The past has created the Now, the Now is creating in the Future, but it is all One. We are all One. One body, One mind, One sound. A representation of infinity. Human existence is the broadest of all. Can we fathom where we came from? How we got here? Logic defines the details, yet the mystery still remains as to How. The road stops here. It's a dead end. Will we ever make it to the end? Will we all get it one day? Heaven is here. Enlightenment is available. The choice is ours to believe or not.

The Big Picture

Another day, another dollar! That's what the folks on the street say when they're hustlin' and bustlin' to work. They wake up every morning around 5am, take their showers, pack the kids' lunches, and are gone to beat rush hour traffic by 630am. Society has done a fantastic job at literally buying into a reality that is not actually the real. We were told since the day we were born that we needed to go to school, eat food, buy clothes, and if we had money left over buy more things to fulfill our physical, emotional, and spiritual life, right? Well since my journey has started I had never wanted to buy into this society, but considering it was the only option given to me I bought into it. After coming back from my spiritual travels however, I can see a bit more of the Big Picture. Here's how my mornings's start. I wake up, and I look around me. The false worries about "what i'm going to do today" tend to rear its ugly head, but I quickly stop them by imagining the big picture on Earth. Some might find this quite disheartening, because in all honesty the Big Picture rips you out of your physical reality and makes you feel like a small enigma of bacteria. I download the image of the Universe in my mind, bring it back down to Mother Earth, and then I think about the 7 billion people in the world who are doing something. This thought used to be overwhelming, but now that I have re-invented myself through the power of thought I can see that the Big Picture is my escape route; it's my ladder to heaven. Realizing that we are just down here as souls, given a gift by God, to produce something great and learn some amazing lessons in order to expand the unity consciousness as a whole makes me purpose on this Earth much greater. I wake up every morning and I realize that sometimes some of the energy is not MY energy, but rather people who are sending me their energy through their thoughts about me. When I feel the worry and doubt I choose to shine God's light on it; and because I know my gift that God gave me in this lifetime I am capable of using it. I am an energy healer, I take on people's energies and I transform them within my body by shining the light on it. It's simple really. All I do is positive affirmations, my body and spirit do the rest. Life is what you make it, literally. All of your thoughts about yourself are true because YOU make them true, so why not think highly of yourself? Why not encourage yourself to become the best person you can possibly be? Why not just KNOW what that you're the best person you could possibly be? Knowledge is power, beliefs are what you make them, thoughts are your mind creating your ego. We have all the power given to us by Mother Earth and Father God to create our life however we want to, our only responsibility is to decide what we want... and life will support us. Trust and faith are the huge factors for this system of life to work. You must always trust that what you are doing is right, and there are many ways to establish trust. Faith is believing in something whether there is proof or not, and it's a complete choice. Life is better with faith and you never know something unless you try it. The decision is up to us, but the responsibility of our life is taken care of by Mother Earth and Father God. Just because we are adults now does not mean we have to taken on a ton of responsibility to do A, B, and C... when Jesus says my Father has many mansions, he ways saying "Ya niggas, check it. Don't worry about a DAMN thing, just have faith in God and he will provide for you. How do you think I walked through the desert for 40 days and 40 nights" I learned from experience, and that's the quickest way to learn let me tell you. I encourage all youngsters out there to get out, go do something, change the way you want to think, and learn from your experiences! Ask yourself the hard questions about life, doubt what other people are saying to you. All the answers for your life lie within you. Become internal so your light can shine externally. Until Next Time, -Olivia

College Girls and their parties

Well folks, we're back to it. I left Chattanooga six months ago and let me tell you, I walk back into town and I see that nothing has changed accept where the parties are held. It's always a pleasure to show my shining face to the masses on a Friday or Saturday night. I uesd to be the Queen of the Chattanooga Party Scene (and yes folks there are some crazy parties out there). My favorite experience of the CPS is definitely the part where you find that one person you see on campus all the time and you're drunk enough to say "hey I think I know you" and then you end up making out with them, and feeling super awkward about it the next morning when you wake up in his bed half naked. But before we get to that, let's talk about what it takes to be a part of the CPS. 1. You must be between the ages of 16 and 35 to enter into a CPS party house; and there everywhere. Your typical party house consists of a nice house on Fortwood, Oak, Palmetto, or anywhere near campus sometimes even in the hood of East Chattanooga, filled with posters of Fear and Loathing and Las Vegas, naked chicks, the typical poster from the movie animal that says "College" on the front of dude's shirt, and a variety of Pink Flyod, Audrey Hepburn, and other movie stars. The house always starts out clean, but once the Dreamsters hit the scene, it goes to shit. 2. Your party house must not have good parking, ever. Thank God that Chattanooga is so small you can just take a little walky walk and you'll be there within five (unless your a Freshman and live on campus, I'd suggest hitching a ride). 3. When you walk in you can either expect two things: you're the first one(s) there and the house members are pre-gaming, and if you don't know them it's kind of awkward OR you walk in and there are already 100 people at the party and the music is bumping, and shit's about to get shut down. 4. The mix you get at each party varies; you have a little bit of everything. You have the gangstas, the gangsta wannabe's, the bros, the hoes, the hipsters, the hippies, the preps, the jokes, the nerds, the spiritualists, anything you want to have you got it. The greatest part about Chattanooga is the wonderful diverse community it holds, and UTC is the main part of it. Now, back to what I was saying. Here's how it goes. You have your main circle of friends you hang out with everyday of the week, let's call them your posse. You go with your posse to the party, and then the posse grows. You end up meeting someone with cool hair, and is standing next to you being drunker than you. You start chatting with them, and they give you a sip of their drink. As the night continues they end up introducing you to ALL of their posse and the new girls and guys they have met on the balcony smoking cigs. You realize after a while and being too drunk that your friends left you so now you're hanging with the crowd you're with. You end up getting a little blury visioned, and start chatting with a guy at the party who seems cute and interested in getting ass; why not? You're a young, wild, and free UTC student and it's your right to have sexual relations drunk or sober. You end up grabbing his face in the middle of the conversation and kissing him. The make out session turns into a ride home, which turns into a sleepover. The blackout sex won't be remembered, the name was already forgotten, and the good morning breakfast will be non-existence. If you're a woman you'll recognize what you did was called a one night stand, pack your belongings and leave... if you're still a girl there are a number of things that will occur; you'll wake up and instantly conclude "cool we're totally gonna do it again" and if you play it well enough you might get what you asked for. If you're embarrassed at giving it up you might linger so you can fill the void within you that feels bad for not remembering his name, and attempt to figure out if you guys had anything in common in the first place. If you're still lacking common sense about guys you'll get his number and start blowing up his phone as if you were dating, which will turn into the disaster of the year. For anyone reading this and has experienced the typical symptoms of being a college party girl, i'm here to let you know that it's all going to be okay one day. You're probably not going to find your husband here, nor will you find your prince charming, but what you can do is respect yourself; appreciate the black out sex you had, understand that nobody is judging you but yourself, and if someone else care's they have issues of their own. You're only going to be young once this lifetime, and it doesn't last forever; but the great part is you can learn a lot from the experiences you've had as a college party girl. Speaking as one of them myself, I must say I have learned so much from the people I have met at parties; the intelligent conversations I can have with people while I'm drunk continue to blow my mind. Embrace the party scene, don't go to hard, and let your hair down it's fucking CHATTANOOGA! The greatest place to grow up in your 20s and we are all lucky enough to be here at this time and space. To all the people out there who I have yet to see on the CPS I'll be cruising this weekend, so if you see my face come and say hi! Until Next Time, -Olivia <3