The destruction period of the past has almost come to a close, now is the moment of truth; will I recreate myself in a positive light and fulfill all of the dreams I have, or will I trip and fall for going to fast and not realize what's actually going on? Well of course it's the first one! As afraid as I am to recreate myself I know that it's necessary. There are a lot of things I love about old Olivia, and there are a lot of insecurities, fears, and overall unproductive parts of my life that need to go. The destruction period is always the hardest; being honest with yourself, telling yourself what you like and don't like, why you like it and where you're coming from. There are so many things we can be, and there are so many costumes I have created for myself, and roles that I want to play out, but I must prioritize first. I have to be organized in my creation process. I'm still transforming, but I know that when I'm ready to go, the gravy train will move and I will be the best damn business owner in all of Chattanooga. No more running from my dreams because I think I can't achieve them. Do I need a man to be with right now? Do I want a man to be with right now? I guess I'm about to go find this out. I'm coming back to Chattanooga, just going on a mini-vacation to Florida this weekend. I need to let go, discover who I really am, and allow that light to shine bright! I hope you faithful bloggettes have a wonderful weekend, and I will keep you posted on the re-invention of myself; I know that this girl is going to stick around for a while, so no need to fear if I'll be here. All of you Chattanoogans have a great time at the Flock Party, flap your wings and fly for me!
Until Next Time,
-Olivia
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