Okay so I've been dealing with a lot lately, and most of the time I'm trying to figure out where the FUCK i'm actually going. I have all this information, and all these "tools" to help me get to where I'm going... but where am I actually going? I'm a slave, in fact we are all slaves. Our minds are controlled by the media whether we'd like to think so or not, our bodies are slaves to houses, foods, communication devices, water, etc. We are told that we NEED all these things to survive in this world, and the fucked up part is WE ALL BELIEVE it. Where does our soul come in? Is there even a Divine Power that exists on this plane that can help us? We need someone, we need something, to help us change. We need to be free. We need a HUGE shift in the consciousness, because we are going nowhere fast.
People have spent the past 2000+ years praising Jesus for dying on the cross for our sins, but even the bible was manipulated to keep our people (including myself) enslaved. There are so many forms of the "truth", it's hard to know what to believe anymore. If there is anything any of you know about me, you guys know how much I value freedom. When I'm free, I'm at peace, when I'm at peace, I know who I am and where I'm going.
We have all become slaves to the idea/thought of death. A reality created to keep us producing and creating a material world for our "enjoyment". But what really comes with the material world is tons of stress, slavery, and the need to keep creating more and more and more and more. The Buddha said "all material structures are unstable". I'm mad. I'm pissed in fact, I was thrown down into this world, freedom taken away at the very beginning when I was told that I was someone's daughter, and I had to do all these things for the world in order to live a happy, fulfilled life. My happiness, freedom, and unconditional love was taken from me immediately, my ego was created. Ego has a need, and everyone has an ego. Ego is emotions. Emotions are now being dictated by corporate companies, and who the hell knows what they're doing to our body... how the fuck am I supposed to live an honest life if all I've been told was LIES UPON LIES.
My intuition is telling me to fucking get the fuck out of here, to let go of all my material possessions (which has already happened), and to just be free... and yet, when I do that, when I go and live in nature, I still NEED something... so where does true freedom lie? I'm calling upon the Divine to guide me. I need to be free of this world, someway, somehow. I want to be free of my ego. I want to experience freedom within this existence. True freedom will come when our people wake up and let go of the slavery mentality built by 10+ ignorant, power hungry white men in ancient times. I know I'm not the only one out here who feels this way, and I do have freedom of speech, but if my thoughts are being controlled, then who's thoughts am I actually speaking? It's time for this collective consciousnesses to go, Ii'm done being a slave to the Illuminati so they can continue to tell me lies about who I should be, how I should dress, and where I should go to eat. I'm done thinking that my creative power isn't good enough because it's off the wall, raw, rare, and authentic. My image is NOT, and NEVER WILL BE, who I really am. I'm not afraid to die, because death isn't fucking real... and has never been a reality until someone decided to make it one. God is spirit. My spirit is God. I Am God. I Am aware. I Am awake. Whatever it takes, and I know that it will take more than just me, I am devoted to freeing my people from the MENTAL AND PHYSICAL slavery embedded within our DNA. I'm radioactive now because of the shit they fed me when I was a kid, and now my body is addicted to the chemicals pumping through my veins... if there is a will, there is a way. I know there is a way to take down The Man... I'm going to find that way. Come after me, bitches. You can't hold on too much longer, because luckily my generation isn't ignorant to your ideas, and knows the truth. There are at least a million of us, and we are peaceful soldiers who are supported by the Divine to take back our freedom on the physical and emotional plane. I am free. I am free. I am free.
Until next time,